everyone is just so sad brooding over all their crap or not so crap results. or simply just sinking into their own depressing states or suddenly realising how screwed their GPAs are i guess im just like everyone; nothings really going right
i really wish there was something i could do all i can manage now is worry, and nothing else. i feel really helpless mom always said i should try and think of how to help myself and not help other people and leave myself in the shit but i cant just do that because i promised to be there and i dont want to break any promises
i wish i wasnt so lost myself i dont really know where i am or what im doing or thinking or feeling or which direction im heading i dont even know what to do its just this sense of uselessness and helplessness
but im really ok nonetheless. theres really no need to worry. because all these are just one big mess; everyones in the mess and pretty soon im sure we'll all get out of this together
maybe by then charlene would be long forgotten who knows?
