It's amazing how time passes so quickly, I'm just so busy and caught up with things, I don't even have time to realise it has gone me by.
Chemistry of materials course proved to be rather bleargh. The Friday lecturers were boringgg ho hum. The indian lecturers spoke vith a funny accent, I had a hard time trying to catch vhat they vere talking about; I fell asleep, and basically the WHOLE lecture was pretty useless because I didn’t learn anything new or useful.
Went for my first training in ages on Saturday. Teo had us do some rather light conditioning but I died anyway, because the muscles turned into useless flabs which is totally unacceptable for a gymnast. I missed Teo and the juniors. And I self invited myself to Sher’s Christmas party (: hahahaha. Teo's sons were there towards the end of training. Hah they're really adorable. Malcolm went around saying BYEBYE BYEBYE to everyone!
Christmas is one thing that made me realise that time flies. Maybe "fly" is an understatement, more like rocket. The other reason is that I’m actually a senior. I have officially graduated from the rgs tramp team. And unless I’m retained (touch wood), I would be joining the seniors at rjc tramp team. [and I promised shuhoosh I’ll join odac with her. Whee so fun]
Sunday was church in the morning as usual. But I had to leave home at like 715 in the morning to get to newton mrt to meet the gang to pass them xuefen’s clothes underwear. Disgusting pink underwear. Went off to church, and after jy class I left for bestie’s house, before going off to esplanade to meet the gang to celebrate xuefen’s birthday.
Xuefen was CHIO. I liked her hair, because it was so prettily curled, and the pinkish stuff seemed to match well although it was intended to look gross-ly pink. They tried giving me and jo walking lessons, but I doubt they helped much. I CAN WALK OKAYYY. I JUST DON’T BOTHER TURNING MY FEET INWARDS BECAUSE MY HIPS AND KNEES FEEL SO WEIRD. And the cake was nice, but never ever eat cake from tissue paper instead of serviettes because the moisture from the cake soaks right through the tissue and its really sick. I think some tissue added to my fibre consumption. Well well, that’s a healthy diet for you!
Headed to yewtee for dinner with mom's family. I made Claudia call me Charlene jiejie instead of Charlene. And she happily agreed, and even called paulinehwang "Pauline meimei". So cute! Then she started laughing and pointing to sis when sis put the shirt over her chin because I-don't-know-why, and she screamed "LOOK LOOK LOOK!! PAULINE MEIMEI BITE HER SHIRT!!" Hahaha she's really a sweet thing.
Third reason why I say time flies. The sec 4 batch of gmc-ers are gonna get promoted soon, to YF. I can’t believe I’m THAT old. Fourth reason: Claudia is already 4 years old!! No more baby Claudia. Awww.
Details for youth camp are out, but I think I’ll have to give it a miss because it’s overseas and dad and mom won’t ever let me go for any overseas camps unless it’s really compulsory or they’re out of their mind.
And when things like that happen, there is only ONE solution. PRAY!!
But it seems as though prayers don’t work for me. The more I pray, the worse things get. What’s wrong? I don’t get it.
Today is just simply horrid. A disturbing nightmare, a bad headache that only turned better for less than an hour even after 3 panadol tablets, lousy weather, stupid bus trips that made me feel like throwing up over and over again, and the milk tea was a huge mistake. First thing I did when I reached home was run to the toilet to puke. My stomach’s on that I-refuse-to-accept-anything mode again. Sucks.
If this goes on, I’ll have tons of money to spend on clothes, because food simply doesn’t appeal to me anymore. Even now, the talk of food somehow triggers off this switch in my brain called "vomit". Ugh!
Pe today was fun. I was actually in a mood to run both rounds instead of cheating like nearly the whole of 403 does. I think it's math's fault. Options today wasn't as bad I suppose, except things would have been much better if I was more energetic. Things got confusing for me, because the things we learnt today are completely new and alien and we were all left ??? heh. Math test tomorrow. Hopefully it'll be like the formative assessments and quizzes and I won't make any careless mistakes.
Hope wanlin’s alright. I only wished there was something I could do.
Shall change my blogskin soon. I'm getting sick of hobbes, which is bad, because hobbes is cute.
I guess you were lost when I met you Still there were tears in your eyes So out of trust and I knew No more than mysteries and lies
There you were, wild and free Reachin' out like you needed me A helping hand to make it right I am holding you all through the night
I'll be the one, who will make all your sorrows undone I'll be the light, when you feel like there's nowhere to run I'll be the one, to hold you and make sure that you'll be alright Cause my faith is gone, and I want to take you from darkness to light
and boybands still hold the most meaningful lyrics. <3
