Life has been playing so many tricks on me these few days. I happened to read a book I borrowed from the library, and found a rather interesting paragraph.
My father ofetn said that life would play cruel tricks on you. For example, the best thing in life was sometimes followed by the worst. A bigger disaster was two bad events, one after the other. What was worse than that were two good but clashing events in a row.
It's talking about some guy with 2 girls in his life. Tough decisions have to be made.
How much more completely can that paragraph dscribe my present state of life?
Alright. Enough of ranting. I don't want anyone to go around thinking I've got some mental disorder, nor do I want anyone to think that now I've got 2 guys at my hands to juggle. My juggling act sucks anyway.
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Went to church for the first time in a month yesterday. Saw Hinann on the bus. During the whole journey she was sleeping, and kept nodding away. Poor girl seemed as though she hadn't slept for ages. I wanted to ask her to lean on my shoulder while she slept, but chickened out. She'll feel so embarassed!
Church was kind of fun I guess. We discussed about what to do with 79 and 79A. SO FUN SO FUNNN. I can't wait for 79 to be done up. New place to chill out. How cool is that?
Went to Ikea for lunch, and headed to Chinatown for dessert and for Wendee to go book her Hokkaido trip. I want to go to Hokkaido! =( There's so many places I want to go, including church camp.
I just don't understand why mom refuses to let me to for church camp just because it's in port dickson. She thinks church camp is a total waste of time so can someone just go talk some sense into her because she effing won't listen to me. Dee tried telling her that she was going so if I we could room together (with Caleb) and obviously she didn't think that me rooming with dee and caleb was a very good idea because she is so narrow minded and is simply looking for excuses to not let me go for church camp.
Then she said "well since wendee wants you to go, why don't get her to pay for you?" knowing that Wendee can't afford to pay for church camp for me. And guess what? Auntie Lynette heard, and she said "No problem I can pay for you!" (Aunty Lynette has always been supportive of church activities) and mom had this dirty sour look on her face.
LIKE WHAT IS YOUR DAMN PROBLEM LAH.
sheesh.
Raur I guess the I-do-not-intend-to-rant went down the chute.
Ling's birthday. Happy birthday Ling! It's today!! I love you Ling! And Dee too!
I have to admit, Amos and I find it pretty amusing that everyone else has O levels and we do not. AMOS GIVE ME FIVE! Haha so the HCL people just finished their papers. And I was supposed to go out with them.
But for some odd reason or other, I decided not to. Suddenly I just felt like trapping myself at home. And do stupid useless time-wasting stuff. FYI stupid stuff doesn't include things like commit suicide. That's foolish.
And I don't understand whats making my mood so foul today. PMS?
